wow, been busy for the past few days! lol and i have this project presentation for tonight..its for my OOP class, C++ to be exact, i was able to finish it last night, much to my relief *yawns* and now i'm so freakin sleepy! i'll prolly take a nap after lunch, since classes are still at night., unless one of my buds popped out of nowhere and drag me someplace....*thinks*..hmmm..maybe i'll tag along...hehhehe...it could be fun..

i have this thing goin about ketchup, i was hanging out with my two best buds..yeah Ban and MJ and we were eating at a fastfood resto, yeah the three of us are so poor these days that we can only afford fastfood, lol and we miss coffee! wah..hehhehe..so anyways as i was sayin, we were muchin on our chicken burger and having a laugh, here's an excerpt of that..

MJ: Maybe i should be a vegetarian?
Ban: You're kidding?!
MJ: No, no...seriously, i mean, we're eating flesh, man! think about it!
Lei: Yeah but its good food..*thinks*..except beef.
Ban: *laughs* of course..NO BEEF for YOU!
Lei: Wise ass!
MJ: You're like a monk you know that..one of those Buddhist monks...not the ones with bald hair of course.
Ban: Oh, yeah..but monks dont eat MEAT in general? dont they?
MJ: i dont care, all im saying is..Lei reminds me of thosed monks.
Ban: Yeah, ok i get you, man..mr vegetarian!
Lei: I wanted to be a vegetarian, once but i changed my mind. think about it.
MJ: yeah, ur right..i'll stick to my eating habits.
Ban: you mean, eat anything you want?..oh yeah you'll eat anything!
MJ: shut your fucking mouth, man! you're spilling all over my fries!
Lei: here we go again..*smirks*
MJ: you know, Lei, you're like ketchup?
Ban: Yeah, i agree.
Lei: huh? why is that?
MJ: You make everything better.
Ban: You do.
Lei: hey thanks! you guys are so sweet!
MJ: were just telling the truth.
Ban: yeah and ketchup is cool.
Lei: *laughs* yeah you two like ketchup so much!
Ban: 'cus it makes everything better!
MJ: think about it!
Lei: i'll do the thinking later.. hey you two done with our proj? C++?
Ban: not yet
MJ: Im done.
Lei: nice, i'll do it later..yo, MJ, you think you can help me out?
MJ: yeah, i'll come over later.
Lei: Thanks, man.
Ban: hey i havent seen Ocean's Twelve yet.
Lei and MJ: You havent?!
Ban: nope, i bet you two already had..
MJ: yeah i saw it last week?..i think
Lei: i saw it on dvd, hehhehe...
Ban: you two are no fun..
MJ: hahahahha...
Ban: so what's with the riddle that you two sent me last night?
Lei: you forwarded the riddle to him?
MJ: i couldnt figure it out so -- you know.. hehhe


so thats how the convo went, oh and that riddle was txt msg about a nurse and doctor and stuff, i dont get it..lol..i was kinda touched with the whole KETCHUP thing, lol..i love these guys! they are so cool and not to mention a bunch of idiots of too, hhehe..but then again, im an idiot too cuz they're my friends lol...

i need to budget my money, seriously, its disappearing! lol...and i gotta eat my lunch now..til next time..*smirks*..ciao!

I'm listening to: memory - sugarcult

so ive watched American Idol this afternoon and it was hilarious! im telling you but first let me tell you the good part, at first there's this white guy, Anthony, he says that when he was young he has this desease and doctors told him that he wont be able to talk/speak, but then fast forward and now look at him! he's auditioning for American Idol, so Simon and the rest told him to start, and when he started singing, man, he blew my mind! he had such awesome voice, it was deep and resonating! and i told my friend, "he kinda reminds me of that another idol?...what's his face?..umm..Clay Aitkin!" so we watched on and as i was watching him belt out the song, i was so impressed and so does the idol judges, you can tell from their faces, lol..and when he was done, simon said, "he reminds me of an another idol -- Clay Aitkin," and i was like, hey i just said that hahahha, my ate taki says that simon and i had this psychic connection hehee..lol...maybe, but yeah im definitely goin for anthony, and of course he's in! yipee..

now here comes the fun part..first there's this twin sisters who kept saying that either one of is the true american idol, lol and just in time for the audition, the first twin went and they said "no" so she cried, then next was the other twin, they said "no" too, so she started crying also, so LL Cool J, he was a guest judge...stood up and gave her a hug, simon and the rest must've felt bad so they stood up too and gave her a group hug..it was so cute..*smirks*

and then it was on florida, and man, the people auditioning there was hilarious! lol..there's this chick who look so punk rock, she has blue hair and shit right and when she sang, it was opera, man! lol..so it was "no" then came a chick who thinks that simon is cool and whatever feedback he's gonna give her, she'd take it as a good thing, positive or negative feedback..she got a "no"..lol..and now my fave part of the audition, there's this girl who believes that american idol is her destiny and stuff, and she said that whenever she sings sometimes she stops and listens to herself and wonder whether the voice she was hearing was her own. so i figure, ok, let's hear it. she she said that she'll sang a whitney houston song and they were pretty impressed..and when she started singing..*smirks*..my god! hahaha..it was so out of tune and i couldn't believe my ears --- and i wasnt the only one, apparently the judges, particularly simon couldnt believe his ears either...lol..what fun!..hehhe.

so im preparin for a OOP presentation for C++, i didnt do much fuss and stuff, i wanna be direct so that my prof wont ask me any mind-boggling question..hehhehe...yappari..*smirks*...

what else?..what to say?..umm yeah, im currently obssessed with ryan cabrerra's True its such a sweet and romantic song.*sighs*..i wonder who'll sing that song for ME..lol..

on my next post..im gonna babble about love lol..since im so into that whole shit right now..hehhehe..and i'll post True also hehhee..til next post..ciao..guys!

sorry..yeah all my babblings are about american idol, lol..it's fun to watch! you cant blame me..lol..*smirks*...ciao again!

I'm listening to: true - ryan cabrera
I'm feeling: giddy

YES!!! passed the proj presentation..lol..it was perfect hehehhe..and i was laughing with my prof's last words.."hmmm..you are updated with the world market, Lei..thatz cool." lol..thank you and yes i do check the news every now and then hehehhe

and what else?..nada..hehehhe..i have nothing more to say....ah..what a day..and no classes tomorrow..ACP..lol..i didnt sign up for any..i need my rest, i need my sleep and i need to save my money?..lol..hahhaha..

anyways...im lookin for new friends to add at friendster..anyone nice enough to give me their email adds?...lol...im not kidding!

night...

I'm listening to: true - ryan cabrera

as ive said i'll be babbling about LOVE so here's what ive got to say..Love is intolerable and foolish. it makes a person weak and still he/she wont give up, they say that love is in every corner, then i must be walking in circles..*smirks*..im serious, all these shit about love, man..its driving me crazy! so ok i wont deny it, ive hooked up with a couple of guys, had some relationships and yes it does feel good to love and be loved..but what happens when that person breaks your heart?..sucks right?...

i have a friend who told me.."The true power of love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to..." yes i do agree of that, but still, shit happens right? and what happens?...you shed tears, cus it hurts and cus its one way of releasing your pain, but the wound is there, it leaves a scar. i think that when we get hurt we tend to blame ourselves, we find our faults and thinks that we're not good enough for that person...ive been like that once, but i learned my lesson..

we get hurt cus we feel emotion, its what makes us human...

yesterday my friend Ban asked to me tell him who or what my ideal guy is...if were talking about who i'd say he had got to have brandon boyd's eyes and physique, ryan cabrera's smile, james darcy's height, alex band's voice and lips and steven tyler's talent. improbable?..perhaps. ideal?..yes. but setting aside those "qualifications". id go for a guy who has both brains and looks and can make me laugh, yes, id be lying if i said that my guy doesnt have to be good-looking. i like a guy who has a good head on his shoulder and someone who knows how to talk, a good conversationalist to be exact and of course someone who has talent. its ok if we dont share the same interest..opposites attract right?..and if we do share the same talent, then thats cool. period.lol.

and like ive said, i will post true by ryan cabrera since its such a sweet song..hehhehe...

True

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

hmmm..wonder who'll sing that song to me..hehehe...its so captivating and so romantic..lol..

i cab babble all i want about love but its all mushy and shit..hahahaa...like that would be interesting and if YOU (yeah YOU! the one reading this right now) are actually interested, hehhehe...ill be more than happy to babble and tell you about my ideas and outlook on love..hahahaha..lol..im serious! you only need to ask.
and yes i do have this huge crush on ryan cabrera--->he has pretty eyes! and thank god he and ashlee are no longer together hahahha.and weird thing is that ashlee and i have the same hairstyle now! lol...yeah right..lol..

so til next post...ciao!

I'm listening to: true - ryan cabrera
I'm reading: C++-->forgot the author..lol
I'm feeling: loved

ryan cabrera..he is soo HOT...lol...

I'm feeling: anxious

its saturday and i saw the NBA game earlier, Houston won! yipee! it was a close match, they kept catching up with eah other..the teams that is..man, it was so cool to watch lol...and ummm..i saw a james d'arcy movie at cinemax earlier then i watch the mtv tsunami aid show but wasnt able to finish it cus i have class lol..alicia keys was hosting the show, she looks cool and what else?...*smirks*..

i need to buy a new pair of sneakers..lol...hehhee..but no cash at the moment, sucks...hahahahha..lol

anyways thanx to those who were kind enough to give me their email adds.*bows down*..u guys rock.lol..

that's it! nothing interesting happened today..lol..maybe tonight..we'll see...

ciao!..

I'm listening to: hole in my soul - aerosmith
I'm feeling: blank

lol..another boring day...*yawns*...i dont even know what im gonna do...hmmm..tv again maybe..lol..i was watching nba earlier but got bored so i took a very long shower instead, lol...then i took my time eating lunch..*smirks*..right now i envy people who are hanging at the mall or drinking coffee at the coffee bean..lol...cus im stuck here..with no money and nothing to do..nada!

hmmm..i visited billboard earlier, ok not a bad site...

and i really need a new pair of sneakers, i saw the sneakers i want online and i couldnt help but drool..lol..this is what i want



but i want the low cut type..lol..im more comfy with that..*smirks*...oops i think my buds are here...ciao!

I'm watching: mtv
I'm feeling: bored

i just wanna live is that so bad?.....*smirks*..lol...life is so freakin boring these days..i need an adrenaline rush, man!..i need to get a life!...*screams*...

i want that blue chuck taylor..i want to buy a book, i want to buy ryan cabrera's cd...i want to buy a new cellphone..i want to buy a new guitar.i want to buy a new cd player..i want to buy new jeans..i want to buy new shirt..but i dont have any freakin money!!..arrgggggnhhhh..

i just wanna live!

someone please..im sick and tired of this world..someone rescue me!!!!!wah...

I'm feeling: restless

crap...were so busy these days that i have to time to write here...were so busy with our software project..yes were cramming lol...funny..but were not even worried, its only beta version anyways, but hey, im all up for it and im ready...i just hope that my prof is fair to everyone..*smirks*..i happen to know a few profs who usually fall for kiss-asses..lol..pardon the pun, im just telling the truth here...

i have this freakin headache and my allowance is crashing..lol...and valentines day is comin soon but no dates for me..ill prolly just chill and watch movies or somethin..or on the other hand somethin might come up, who knows?...

i've seen ocean's 12 again..for like the 6th time already and i just love that movie..its awesome...good script, good cast...cant say good cinematography but that's sodenbergh's signature..wacky camera angles and shit..lol..and i cant help but compare myself to rusty brad pitt's chara..we have a lot in common..lol..and its funny, ate mayln was all, "hey ocean, rusty and linus sounds like us huh?" and ate taki was like,"id be danny ocean and lei is rusty and you, malyn are linus." and she was right..lol..throughout the movie and til the end i couldnt help (and so does ate taki and ate malyn) but compare ourselves with the charas, hahhaha..*smirks*...great movie...

but i will write a long entry soon.lol..ciao!

oh and kung hei fat choi to everyone!! more blessings..stay healthy and smile always..

I'm listening to: my yappy professor
I'm feeling: bad headache

YES!!!! they won..the champions! hahhhhahaha..too bad for talk and text...losers hahhahaha..no offense to their fans..*smirks*...and MENK did an awesome job....highest scorer throught the game, nice, man!! wohoo..what can i say?! those guys are good and yes my ate malyn is goin crazy cus she has this huge crush on Menk, hehehehehe...ad what more can i say?.they are the CHAMPIONS...that should be obvious enough..lol..

and now i cant wait to watch the NBA Rookie game and the All star game...that should be cool...but it wont be up til next week..cant wait to see melo anthony..lol..he's cool and LeBron James as well and Darco Milicic...teeeheheheee....and Kyle Corver(or is it Corber?) lol...dunno...he looks like Ashton Kutcher eh?....hehehehehe....and it looks like Miami Heat will be up for then finals..Go Shaq! ur the Man..and to Kobe..better luck next time, man! lol...again no offense to his fans....lol...but i despise him hahhahha...*smirks*..im so evil and i cant help it...the Pistons might make it to the finals, Wallace, dude, work harder! hahaha and it goes the same for Hamilton and the other Wallace and Billups..lol...

what else?..ummm..the software presentation was great! yes weve impressed our prof again...and he was astounded..thank you sir! *salutes*..lol...ok..oh and ive noticed that YOU (yeah YOU!) can actually post 12 pics on friendster..wow...lol...some improvement, they should secure the whole site....they dont have any information hiding so the site is not that secure enough...hey, man! do your job! i know that friendster is still growing...all the more reason for security? right?..ok enough babbling..night and ciao!

I'm listening to: U2
I'm feeling: sleepy

happy heart's day to everyone!!!! lol...

this day was fun...i spent the whole day making deliveries here at the univ lol...ive delivered flowers, balloons, chocolates, for almost every couple in this school! some are of course from their so-called "admirers", hehhehe....*smirks*...good for them, although i think it would be best if they've kept the record straight. afraid of rejection perhaps?.lol..can't blame them, the truth hurts sometimes...

as for me?..i only got a purple balloon, lol...its ok, hehehhe..i got loads of greetings though and some offerings for a "date"..hehehhe..but no, i have to decline, i havent been getting enough sleep these days and i need my freakin rest! wah..oya oya...

what else?...oh well, happy valentines to all and i heard that every major date spot is loaded wit couples, lol...whateva!..hehhehe

til next post...arriverdici!

I'm listening to: staring at the sun - rooster
I'm feeling: sleepy

i know that you wont let me just turn and walk away..you tied me up, kicked me around..try to kill my dreams and bring me down..but i wont hang around

im running away from this messed up place...im breaking free...

im tired of staring at the sun, cant stand the way you put my eyes so i cant see, stealing every breath i breathe...

you pushed me into overdrive but i dont need this kind of ligh cus now im done..you took everything while i was staring at the sun...

yeah i got that from a song but thats what im feeling right now...*smirks*...love can and will blind you...

but when i meant blind a person i meant that it can blind a person through another person's fault hence im talking about your significant other...then it all suddenly becomes clear and everything makes sense..

thats it..arriverdici!

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to my friends..i hope you enjoy this poem...

fORgEt HiM

fORgET hIS nAMe FoRgET hIs FaCe
fORgET hIS kIsS nD wARm MBrACE
fORgET HiS lUV DaT oNcE ws TRu
ReMeMbR nOW dRs SaM1 nEw

4GeT d lUV dAT u OnCe sHArEd
4gET D fACt DaT hE oNcE cArED
4GeT d TyMs u sPeNt 2gEdR
rEMEmBr nOw He'S GoNe 4EvR

4gEt u cRIeD d wHoLe nYT LoNg
4gEt hIM wEN u hEaR uR sOnG
4gEt hOW cLoSe u 2 oNcE wEr
rEMEMbR nw hE hAs ChOsEN hER

4gET d WaY U mEMrIZeD hIs wALk
4gET D Way hE UsEd 2 TaLk
4gET d tYMs wEN hE wAS mAd
ReMEMbR nOW hE'S hAPi NoT sAD

4gET D tHrIllS wEN hE pAsS bY
4gET D tYMs hE mAdE u cRY
4gET D wAY hE sPoKe Ur NaME
rEMEmBr nOW hE'S nOT d sAME

4gET D tYMs dAT wEnT sO fAsT
4gET It All Juz Da pAsT
4gET D dRiMS dAT cAN'T cOM TrU
4gET hIM gIRL
fOR hE hAs FoRgOTTeN u

uR HeArT'S bREAkInG yES iTS tRUe
lOSt hOPe UlL FiNd SAM1 nEw
tHE oNe wHO'll lUV U 2...


by the way i got his from friendster......a friend of mine posted this..yeah i can relate...lol...been there done that..*smirks*...

lol..i saw Elektra again and it was nice, cool movie, i love the visual effects of that movie, awesome cinematography and cool fight scenes, yes in my opinion its a feast-your-eyes scenes..coolio..

not a bad storyline either, but it would've been much better if they made the story deeper and it would help if the writer/creator made the whole movie longer..man, it was only an hour and a half long..(bitin!!)..lol..*smirks*...and jen garner has improved, although she is kind of overshadowed by her ALIAS role,lol again in my opinion...

and another great movie..Constantine, yes keanu reeves is cool, yes he played john constantine well and yes he is still stuck with his matrix persona lol..cant help it...but i love Constantine....and as mr reeves said himself "whereas neo is tyring to find himself..constantine, he knows the world.." well said mr reeves i couldnt agree more!

and as far as the movie is concerned..it was cool..yes more than cool actually...again, like elektra, the Visual effects was awesome, the Cinematography is a feast-your-eyes fest and the storyline is not bad either, will there be a prequel to this?..i hope so...the movie left me hanging but worth the watch, better than the matrix if i should say so myself...hehehehe..*smirks*...im a sucker for movies like this..good vs evil, angels and demons...etc..they are amazing and they never cease to fascinate me....

and i love that part where reeves and rachel weissz were talking about the devil and shit...it goes something like..

reeves: what if i tell u that God and the Devil made a wager?
weissz: i dont really believe in the devil...
reeves: you should..HE believes in you...

i love that part..and she was just staring at him...lol..

and the whole movie is just plain COOL, man!
oh well thatz all i can yap about i guess..better review for my C++ exam 2mrw..yes its our pre-finals already..time flies by....arrividerci!!!

I'm feeling: studious

East won by i still love West and A.I. is the MVP..coolio!..i love that guy he's one of my fave players in the league...and shaq and t-mac (he did an awesome shot on the 4th quarter!) and nowitzki and yao and garnett and hill and carter and many more...lol..'cept bryant.i hate that guy..lol...no offense to his fans!

and the rookie challenge was cool too, yeah Sophomores won! woohoo...melo anthony and kyle korver and kirk hinrich! wohoo...go NBA!!

ok i gotta go, class is dismissed..lol..

arriverdici!...

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oh well...*smirks*...

today is my best friend's birthday and yes we havent seen each other yet and yes i wasnt able to buy her a present..lol..im so poor these days..*sighs*...but i called her and greeted her, were s'pose to meet today but they've got this church activity..too bad and i wont be able to meet her tomorrow cuz i have this IT Congress to attend to and its the whole day and stuff, so im really busy then later at 6pm i still have my Nerworking Class...

i have this freakinh headache right now..grrr...prolly my lack of sleep again...were working on our software proj again...the defense will be on the 6th of march...my groupmates are nervous hhahahaha....

i really wanna watch Lemony Sickett's A Series of Unfortunate Events...wah....looks cool...and Jim Carrey is one of my fave actors..he's funny and cool and Jude Law is Mr. Lemony Sicket..coolio..and Meryl Streep is on it too and Liam Aiken! he's all grown up now.. i love his eyes......oh well i gotta run..ciao!

I'm feeling: sick